My first sacred ceremony experience!

I have a *confession*!

I’ve been hiding. I’ve been afraid to lay my heart on the line and REALLY let you SEE ME.  Today, my Soul is nudging me it's time!  It's time to come out of the closet!

Yesterday, I dropped into a sacred ceremony for myself -- if you saw my previous email -- my SOUL IS ON FIRE.  She is SO READY for me to share this work.  She is so ready to work her magic THROUGH ME.  Since feeling her presence -- so much is already shifting for me and my relationship.

This morning as I wake up – with fresh eyes and an open heart – I could still feel there were still specks of fear in my system – but I can no longer deny the fiery pulse and call of my Soul.
She is ready. And she is ready for me to DROP THE STORIES and let you see me 😊 So that you can see YOURSELF 
I’ve been dropping “nuggets” about the Heart Magic Program and these ceremonial retreats and HOW FREAKING MAGICAL they are… and at the same time - I feel like I have been beating around the bush a bit -- not truly letting you in.
I am ready to let you IN.  I am ready to share my HEART & my work with YOU.
Today, I want tell you about my FIRST plant medicine ceremony experience 😊 
May 2015 I enrolled in a 9 month energy mastery program – where I learned how to facilitate deep energy sessions.  Not just Reiki - I am talking - get to know yourself, your shadow, your magic... and free yourself from patterns, stories that are not REALLY YOU.  This work is getting to the CORE of patterns AND shifting the energy from THAT PLACE.  Just last week after 1 - 30 minute session a brand new client told me she felt totally different and she couldn't remember the last time she felt that much HERSELF.  This work is powerful! 

At the end of that program we were offered the opportunity to attend a plant medicine retreat.  Which was the first weekend of May 2016. ;)  Of course the first Heart Magic Retreat will be 2 years to the day ;)
When we got the invitation I was a bit like – HOLY *SHIT* (You know the type of holy shit when you roll your eyes, sigh, UGH, and laugh all at the same time -- because you know the thing is calling you) lol. Despite how much I logically was like – what the hell am I doing (and about to do)… I KNEW that I had to go to the reteat.  
So I did.
AND not only was I nervous about the ceremony… I was also nervous about ALL the things. Traveling. Meeting online faces in person. ALL OF IT.
One of my intentions going into the retreat was to ROOT more in myself and my business.  I really wanted to get grounded & tap into my confidence so I could fill my 6 month 1:1 program (until that point I knew I wanted to fill it, but I had one foot in and one foot out – It was like my FEAR was louder than my DESIRE & CALLING). 

Can you relate?
I wish I could say my first ceremonial experience was RAINBOWS and BUTTERFLIES – it wasn’t. It was a bit more like KALI GODDESS - death and rebirth  A bit scary.  Painful at times.  AND magical all at the same time.  Like in the BEST WAY!
The first night - I got to see and experience first hand how much the energy around me affects me.  I kept getting pulled into everyone else's experience.  The music was too loud.  I was worried about the people around me.  I was so afraid to do something wrong or to be judges.  I had ZERO energetic boundaries - so I was getting pulled by ALL the energy.

It was SO UNCOMFORTABLE – and yet mind blowing and magical all at the same time. 

I could CLEARLY see that this same pattern was the thing that was holding me back in my business.  Getting pulled into what everyone else was doing!  Worrying about what people would think of me if I did things different.  Feeling so afraid -- if I follow my passion what if I end up ALONE?

I saw up close and personal how I REALLY do create my reality. I even saw how I pushed away support – and also how afraid I was to be supported.  
The second night – I began to open my heart and I was able to begin to have an experience of MYSELF.  And the experience was MUCH different.  I got to see how big my HEART is.  I was able to start to see - my presence and how I create a grounding space for others to feel at ease within themselves.  
EXPERIENCE IS EVERYTHING.
As I opened to my EXPERIENCE I began to see – how when I am in myself I naturally open HEARTS and open others to THEMSELVES (it's who I am).  I even gave a message to my teacher/ mentor and she began to cry.  That was when she told me that I was a HEART SEER & HEALER and I first received that activation
I left that weekend retreat CHANGED.  And it totally changed the way I showed up in my business!
As a result the world around me began to shift.
Not only did I get grounded in my business – I sold out (6 spots) to my 6 month 1:1 program in 2 weeks.
I had spent over a YEAR trying to get myself on board with offering my gifts in a bigger way – and after this ceremony I WAS ON BOARD.
When you experience yourself in this way -- and get this up-close and personal with your SOUL -- It SHIFTS everything. 

My mentor (who was also a psychotherapist) believes that these types of experiences are like FAST TRACKING.  She said you can fast track 10 YEARS with plant medicine work.
Plant medicine is a sacred tool that holds sacred wisdom. Remembering. Divine LOVE. It teaches you. It shows you. And it loves you…. So you can experience, know, and embody the DIVINE MAGIC & LOVE THAT YOU ARE.

Over the past 2 years I have used sacred ceremonies to...

• Step deeper into my GIFTS & to connect deeper to my Soul.
• To heal my relationship with James & my clients (plant medicine has taught me how to be in relationships in a totally different way -- the magical thing about it is -- IT SHOWS YOU and gives you an imprint of the experience --- For example: we can talk ALL day about boundaries -- the medicine SHOWS you how to have them.
•  Connect deeper to my PASSION & DESIRES.
• To heal my physical body -- I have struggled with Poly Cystic Ovaries since I was 13 - I have recently opened my womb and freed up the energy that has been trapped there.
• Heal blocks, patterns, beliefs, and upper limits -- one of my fears of plant medicine was -- what if it brings me into trauma... my experience has been -- often we don't need to go to the trauma -- we just need to open to knew possibilities & experiences ;) And that allows us to THEN change our mind and let go of what is no longer serving us.

PLUS SO MUCH MORE.My Soul is longing to hold this space for YOU and to help you REMEMBER how MAGICAL and LOVED and SUPPORTED you are   

If you are ready for some SERIOUS MAGIC there are 3 spots left in the HEART MAGIC PROGRAM. The doors close April 1st. This 8 month program has 2 ceremonial retreats + 1:1 + group support.

I am not sure if I will ever offer this program again and this will be the ONLY opportunity to experience this work with me this year.
If you feel your SOUL calling you, even if it isn't logical and you feel like -- this is crazy ;)  Hit reply and let's explore the MAGIC this program has for you!