About a year and a half ago. I felt totally lost in my business. My heart felt pulled in 2 different places. I was selling single sessions and... barely getting by. My credit card was maxed out. I only had $25 in my account.
My boyfriend and I were fighting. He hated seeing me struggle. Despite all of the tools, training, and wisdom I had I was like WTF is wrong with me? I wanted to hide. I was hiding.
I remember crying (the sobbing, snotty kind) and thinking - "I have amazing gifts to share... why am I struggling?" I felt like - It just doesn't make sense. SPIRIT should SAVE ME. USE ME.
And I realized - I was wasn't owning my power. I was giving it away. Giving it away to spirit. To my clients. To my boyfriend. To money (I don't have the money). To the online world - all the "this is how you build your business", "this is what success looks like".
In that moment I also got REAL with myself. I asked - WHAT DO I NEED, to allow myself to be successful?
The 2 things that were a non-negotiable for me were - self-care and support. A few days later - I hired a coach (using paypal credit). 1 month later I had my first $6.5k month.
Then, you want to now what happened???
I hired a different coach - and gave my power away AGAIN and the next 3 months didn't sell a single thing. I wanted her to help me go to the NEXT level. I was looking for an outside answer, NOW looking back... I can clearly see the answer was within!
Silly, I know. It's so easy to look at all of the glam and glitter in the online world and think/ feel - if I work with THAT coach I will be successful. If I take THAT class I will get through all my problems.
What I have noticed is that....
When you are totally aligned with your soul... and make the decision from a deep, soul place... IT WORKS AND EXCEEDS your imagine outcome.
When you are wishing and hopping for an answer/ solution - you get even more resistance and the big magical chariot turns into a pumpkin.
One of the things my experience taught & showed me is how I can fill in the gaps of the support I wished I would have received.
- The value of my intuition. AND how I am and how I am able to SEE and tap in so much deeper than many coaches who are charging BIG BUCKS.
- The value of energy healing in relationship to moving through blocks & growing a business.
- I can speak up... ask for what I need and leave situations that don't feel good to me.
In giving away my power & taking full responsibility for it ... It allowed me to ....
- receive more power & knowing of myself than ever before.
- call in more support than I could have even IMAGINED.
- claim my space in the online world and build consistency in my biz.
- manifest some awesome sh*t including clients, biz bestie's, even a new house ;)
Are you giving away your power in your life & business? To your clients, money, to your spouse, to your business?
If so I would love to help you take it back!
Come join Soul Inspired Success and play with us.
Are you ready to dive in deep and own your power, integrate all your gifts into your work, and align your business to your soul so you can attract your soulmate clients, build consistency, and receive a deep level of success?
If so I invite you to check out my 1:1 coaching/ mentoring programs. I would love to support you.